Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Possible New Fan Fiction?


Title: Midnight Sun
Characters: * I'm going to do something different this time. I will use fake names, and then you guys can picture in your own characters!!! That will give you more room to imagine the story, and you can have characters that you like, not just ones that I like =D *
Genre: Supernatural, Romance, Drama
Author's Note: Oh boy, I've never tried supernatural before, this is gonna be interesting xD

From Dawn Till Dusk - 02 - Lately All We Do is Fight



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October 15, 2009……7:15 a.m.
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As his eyes opened to consciousness, he started to realize the pain that hit him. His back ached, his neck ached and his entire body ached. Sitting up from the leather sofa, the room was spinning slowly around him. Because he’s been lying in an awkward position the whole night, the first thing he had to deal with this morning is a horrible pain. He rubbed his head and then his eyes, yawning and stretching as the morning sun hit his exotic face.

“My back,” Ron complained, rubbing it as he got up from the couch.

On the other side of the room, he could see the light of his computer flashed on in the midst of the sunrise darkness. Ron scratched his head and walked over. He stopped a few feet from the table, folding his arms and smiling at the simply innocent sight. What he saw was so simple and so ordinary, but to him, simple and ordinary things like that could easily cheer him up. He leaned back on the wall quietly, taking in the sight in case he suddenly lost it.
Nancy was sleeping soundly, her head titled back comfortably as she hugged her legs, sitting and sleeping quietly on the chair. She must’ve been working the whole night, judging by the fact that the computer is still on. Ron loved watching her sleep. He couldn’t explain why, but Nancy’s face when she slept, was in a very different way as beautiful as she was when she’s awake. He loved watching this calmer, quieter side of her. She looked so small and innocent when she slept. She melted his heart every time he saw. He smiled, laughing quietly at himself for being so old-fashioned, but he couldn’t help it.
He walked over, taking soft steps over by her side. Ron bent over and placed his arms gently around her, wrapping her, embracing her as she slept peacefully in the chair. He kissed her forehead as softly as he could careful not to wake her up, knowing she must’ve gotten home late last night, just like any other. He could see the files that she had pulled up on the screen and couldn’t help but curiously look over them. Surprised, he moved slightly closer to see the screen better. The files that Nancy had pulled up weren’t just any files. They were very significant information to the case. He looked through them, the set of pictures from months ago that his love had dug up. Ron then noticed that Alice Chan, the victim of this triad murder case was in a couple of them. All the photographs they had of her were her being with Raymond Lam. Ron finally understood why Alice Chan was linked with the triads. The idea that hit him was so obvious, he felt stupid not realizing it sooner. She was linked to the triads not simply because she had possession of a large load of drugs, but because she was Raymond Lam’s girlfriend, or at least one of his girlfriends.

“Nancy, you are my lucky star,” he mumbled, smiling and dragging the folders to a USB drive.

Nancy’s head turned slightly in his arms, catching his attention. He turned to her, caressing her cheeks as she woke up, her face still sleepy and tired. She still looked innocent, but he knew that this phase would only last for another five or ten minutes, and then she’d be back to being loud and aggressive like every day, but it was just another part of her that he loved so much. He kissed her gently as she woke up, hugging her and tightening his hold ever so slightly. Nancy placed the palm of her hand on his cheeks, smiling up at him. Her palms were so warm.

“I thought you’d still be mad at me,” she sighed.

“You know I can’t stay mad at you over night,” he replied, rubbing his nose against hers.

“Liar,” she joked. “Do I really have to go to work today?” she whined.

“Of course you do, after the information you’ve given me,” Ron smiled.

Nancy didn’t seem surprised, but she played with him anyways. “What did I give you?”

“This,” Ron replied, showing her the pictures on the screen. “Alice is Raymond’s girlfriend.”

Nancy nodded her head. “I guess that’s good information.” She let out another sigh, this one soft and sounding a bit childish. “Look at them, hand in hand and laughing. They’re so romantic.”

“There’s nothing romantic about triads, honey,” Ron smiled.

“Look at you, ruining the moment.”

“Triads aren’t romantic, but police investigators are,” Ron countered as he hugged her tighter, gently pulling her face closer to his, so close they were kissing as he spoke. “We can solve crimes together, see each other at work and be together at home.”

She sighed, her sigh sounding disappointed. “Yes but we always fight, it’s inevitable.”

“True we always fight, but we could hold it back for one night can’t we? Romance…”

Nancy continued to tease him, snuggling closer in. “You don’t know romance sweetie.”

“Yes I do. How did I get this ring on your finger if I knew nothing about romance?” he replied, holding up her hand and playing around with the beautiful engagement ring on her finger.

“You’re the most unromantic man in the world, Ron,” Nancy teased, kissing him continuously.

“Am I? Let’s have a good night tonight,” he smiled, winking at her seductively.

Nancy let out a childish, high pitched yet charming giggle. “I think I will enjoy tonight.”

“Silly girl,” Ron smiled, kissing her lips. He pressed his lips against hers as they began coming closer and closer. He could feel her warmth through the softness of her skin as they kissed. Her lips were so soft and so irresistible, he felt like he never could let go.

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October 15, 2009……9:30 a.m.
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The only expression that could be seen on Ron’s face was pure boredom. Bosco’s expression was no different, but with Ron’s cool aura surrounding him, his emotions seemed sharper than the friendlier friend of his. Bosco seemed entranced in his own world, thinking hard about something.

“Haven’t you realized something odd?” Bosco asked as he looked forward. “Every major discovery we make in most of the cases, all have something to do with Nancy.”

“What do you mean?” Ron asked him, walking casually.

“I mean that the big clues that we get which usually has a strong lead, either Nancy pried it out, or she found it in older files of ours, or because of Nancy doing things her way, we find it. Doesn’t it make you wonder? Maybe Nancy’s way of doing things has a good side.”

“Yeah, it’s weird how she gets leads and finds information so easily, too easily. But Nancy is too reckless, and I worry for her. Especially during cases like these where we split up. She’s always off somewhere, prying out clues and getting herself in dangerous situations.” Ron didn’t look bored anymore. Instead he seemed headstrong and serious, as if in his mind he was thinking deeper into something else.

Bosco only nodded, knowing the look on Ron’s face so well. Whenever they got into the difference between Ron and Nancy’s beliefs, Ron would immediately become serious. They continued to walk on quietly. Bosco knew Ron quite well, and he knew Nancy quite well. Nancy would rather mix herself in with the criminalist crowd in order to solve a case, while Ron was headstrong on keeping his lines clearly drawn and never mixing in with them. They were both so different, but yet they were together, soon to be wedded. It was something Bosco couldn’t understand, but yet when in his life has he ever seen through either Ron or Nancy, until the last minute when they finally clarify everything?
Ron stopped suddenly, surprising Bosco. They saw a sleek, shiny black Porsche parked crookedly on the street, barely fitting in between the tight parking space. Immediately they recognized this car, knowing who the owner was clear and well. Bosco could hear Ron let out a soft sigh as he shook his head and headed over to the alley the direction of the car’s front was pointed at. Bosco was left following behind Ron.

“These guys never take a break do they?” Ron sighed.

“They’re triads,” Bosco replied. “I think they consider this fun.”

As they got into the alley, the two investigators could hear a thunderous voice, screaming and echoing down the way. Then they saw him, standing between two other of his men, wearing a sleeveless vest, revealing the tribal tattoo that lined half of his left arm. His hair was highlighted blonde in the middle, and piercings could be clearly seen, one on each of his earlobe. Ron ran his hand through his hair, shaking his head as he picked up speed and ran down to the little crowd. He could see the man clearly now, his hands around a smaller man’s neck, holding him up a couple inches from the ground with an angry face.

“Stop,” Bosco commanded. “Raymond Lam, put him down!”

Raymond turned around with an arrogant expression, throwing the smaller man back against the wall. His attention was now on Ron and Bosco. “Officers, can I help you?”

“We could arrest you for violating the peace and injuring this man,” Ron spoke sharply.

Raymond laughed it off, obviously not intimidated by the police. “I didn’t think I’d run into you today, Inspector Ng,” he scoffed. “Too bad you can’t arrest me today, I’m not doing anything wrong,” Raymond spoke, getting closer to Ron with waiting eyes. “I was only teaching my subordinate here that he should inform me of everything that he hears, even if he finds it useless. Is that so wrong, inspector?” He placed emphasis on nearly all of his words, standing tall against Ron. Both men were side by side with each other in terms of authority and reputation.

From his tone, Ron knew that something was angering Raymond. “Mr. Lam,” Ron suddenly began to speak. This time, he sounded more professional and less like he wanted to beat Raymond into a pulp. “Even if you did nothing wrong, I’d still like to take you back to the station.”

“Ron,” Bosco spoke, thinking that they have no right to request Raymond’s visit to the station.

“And why is that?” Raymond asked.

Ron kept a cool face against the high ranking triad in front of him. “I’m sure by now you’d know that Miss Alice Chan had been murdered. From what we know, she is your girlfriend. From what we believe, one of your men could’ve murdered her. If you’d cooperate, this case would go much faster, and maybe this time around you won’t be held a suspect.”

The look in Ron’s eyes was chilling to the bone. Raymond pulled a simple smile and nodded. With only a short moment of consideration, Raymond agreed to come back. Neither Ron nor Bosco knew what he was thinking, but as long as he was willing to give them some information, it should be fine.

“Alright,” Raymond nodded. “I’d like to see how you treat me, when I’m not being held a suspect.” Raymond’s excuse seemed far too easy for Ron, but he was in no position to question a willing party’s intention right this moment.

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October 15, 2009……10:00 a.m.
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Fala was busy typing up a set of documents on her computer, her eyes glued to the screen. Her office was quiet. So quiet she could hear the loud clicking of her keyboard as she typed, and her older sister’s heals clicking against the metal of the high stool as Nancy spun around in her chair. Sometimes it seemed as if they were twins instead of sisters three years apart since Nancy was far from the quiet and mature type. After a while, Fala glanced up at the clock and finally fell back from her concentration to her screen. She let out a sigh of relief.

“Finished!” she announced, throwing her arms in the air.

“Good, now help me with my case,” Nancy spoke immediately, growing impatient from her long wait. “I need what you forensics have gotten.”

Fala stood up from her chair to stretch her legs. She took gentle strides over to her counter and pulled out a set of folders. “All the information was put together in here. I made copies so you can easily hand them out to your team.”

“Thank you,” Nancy grinned, flipping through the pages. “Oh you and Ron have OCD, look how organized this is!” Nancy spoke.

“Speaking of Ron, how have your relationship with my future brother-in-law been?”

“It’s been alright, same old stuff every day I guess.”

“Alright?” Fala replied in surprise. “You and Ron have the oddest relationship ever. You two get in fights like cat and dog, and then the fight magically resolves itself within a day or two, and then you two are all cuddly and sweet again. You and future brother-in-law are so weird.”

Nancy laughed as she closed the folders. “Hey, at least I have someone. I think it’s about time you started dating again don’t you?” Nancy asked. “I really want to have a younger brother-in-law too you know.”

Fala pushed her playfully. “Very funny, stop acting like mom.” Right after those words came out of her mouth, Fala’s playfulness was suddenly gone. She then wished that she had never mentioned the word “mom”, knowing that it would no doubt upset Nancy.

Nancy’s expression changed immediately after she heard that word. She turned and looked down to the folders as she opened them up again, searching for something to change the conversation. “So, what theories do you have for this case?” she asked, her tone hard and strained.

Her younger sister stood there, playing with her pen as she searched for an answer. Fala was about to slap herself at how stupid she was. She knew that whenever she just so mentioned the word mom around Nancy that the carefree and childish sister she had would immediately become quiet, sad and thoughtful. It wasn’t exactly a good thing. Fala never knew who their mother was, what she did that made Nancy so mad and saddened at the same time, or even what their mother looked like. She was too young to remember, but Nancy’s childhood memory had appeared to be scarred by the presence of this woman, and so they never spoke of her, not even once. Fala never dared question about her, and now as she grew older, she knew well enough not to press Nancy’s button, but today was unexpected and a total accident.

“I think that it was planned,” Fala spoke in a low voice. “Our pathologist has confirmed that Alice Chan’s main cause of death was being cut off from air and she died from lack of air. Around her neck you can see the bruising caused by the rope used to choke her. If this was an accidental thing or a robbery, the killer wouldn’t have choked her to death. Besides, triads don’t usually pick strangling and choking as their first method of killing. It usually falls down to guns and knives, not ropes.”

Nancy nodded as her phone suddenly rang. “Excuse me,” she sighed as she picked it up.

Fala stood quietly, listening for a second to hear the clock tick. When Nancy was finally done, she again closed the folder and stood up. “Was it Ron?”

Nancy nodded. “They have Raymond Lam in for questioning. Ron’s going to question him right now. The weird thing is…Raymond Lam came in voluntarily.”

“That is odd. It’s not like him to do that,” Fala replied. “You better go back to check it out.”

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October 15, 2009……12:00 a.m.
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“Raymond, answer the question,” Ron spoke with a louder voice as he placed his fist down.

Raymond leaned back and laughed. “You’re so funny,” he sighed, seeming to not care about this questioning. “Ron Ng, I’ve heard a lot about you. So many of us know you, don’t you ever worry that we’ll try to hurt you and your family?”

“Stick to the point Raymond, please,” Ron spoke, retaining a stern and hard voice. He stopped for a moment to think, and realized that if he continued to pressure Raymond, he won’t ever say anything useful. Ron took a breath, thinking back to the set of information he found off of Nancy’s files this morning. Then he suddenly remembered something, a note that Nancy had left just as a thought. Ron wondered if it was true and decided to ask. “Is it true that Alice Chan was suspected of working for another gang and was only using you?”

Raymond’s cocky smile dropped and his expression suddenly changed. “How did you know?”

Ron too wondered how he knew or how Nancy knew. But that was the least of his worries right now. He was going to continue on with this lead now that he’s gotten Raymond to stop his stupid act. “We’ve been tracking you and everyone around you for a while, but I’m sure you already knew that,” Ron replied, finding a proper excuse.

“I only suspect her, but everyone else in my gang is convinced that she is.”

Finally, something he could use. “Do you have any other suspicions? Like, do you think that anyone in your gang could’ve killed her without telling you? I saw you beat up that guy this morning because he didn’t tell you something. Was it because of that?”

“Officer Ng, ask one question at a time so I can answer you properly,” Raymond laughed. This time his laughed lacked the arrogance that he boasted. “Yes I have other suspicions. I think that in my gang the only people who dared to kill her are my two other girlfriends. And the guy I beat up this morning, yes I beat him up because of that and because he heard someone say that there was a plan to kill Alice and make it look just like a drug robbing accident.”

“Who are your two other girlfriends?”

“Yoyo Chen and Macy Chan. Macy and Alice are sisters, so I don’t think her suspicion is really high. But Yoyo is a different story. She’s always been aggressive. Though don’t lower your guard on any of them. I’ve been with them long enough to at least know that.”

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October 15, 2009……01:00 p.m.
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As she came closer to the set of glass doors to their floor office, she paused for a short moment. She shook herself loose of all the thoughts she’s gotten in her mind after her long drive and took a deep breath. Nancy closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them again, all the sorrows she had earlier seemed to have vanished, or at least bottled up somewhere deep within her. She placed a wide smile on her face as she walked into the office with a carefree act.

“Nancy you’re back. What took you so long?” Bosco asked.

“I figured it’ll take a while for the questioning to finish so I took my time,” she replied casually. “Here are the files that the forensic lab gathered for us,” she spoke, handing out the packets.

“So Fala thinks that this is a planned murder too,” Bosco spoke.

“Yeah,” Nancy replied. When she looked up, she realized that Kate was also standing there in front of her. To Nancy, Kate looked revealing as usual. “Shouldn’t you be in there monitoring the interrogation?”

Kate shook her head with a slightly disappointed look. “I was, but Ron asked me to leave.”

Nancy only nodded as she placed the papers down at her desk.

“Oh, here they come!” Kate exclaimed. Everyone in the office, including Nancy, could see how happy Kate was just from the sight of Ron.

She ignored the revealing girl that stood a couple feet from her. Instead, Nancy’s eyes were on the young man that had walked out of the interrogation room, right after Ron. She knew he was Raymond Lam, a supposedly notorious gangster who would do anything only if he felt like it. Everyone said he was unpredictable and calculatingly despicable, but from the looks of his face she could think otherwise. Nancy couldn’t help but admit that Raymond had a pretty face. He looked stunning in his sleeveless vest and his arrogant smile was something else. Nancy then met his eyes. He must’ve seen her because they held eye contact for more than three seconds probably. As he turned, she shook herself free of the sudden trance she was bounded in. She turned back to her desk and placed the papers in a pile, a way of organizing that only she would understand.

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October 15, 2009……10:00 p.m.
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She snuck out quietly into the hallway right before Ron called the team meeting to an end. After finding out that Ron intends to track down Raymond’s two other girlfriends, Nancy suddenly had a thought come to mind and she knew it would help. She stood in the far corner of the hall, facing the window out into the busy streets and colorful city lights.

“Ruco,” she greeted over the phone in a hushed voice.

“Oh no, not you again. What do you want?” Ruco asked with a sigh.

Nancy couldn’t help but let out a little smile. “I’ll pay you double if you get good feeds to me about Yoyo Chen and Macy Chan.”

“What?!” he asked in shock. “Macy Chan is alright, but you want me to get you information about Yoyo Chen?! She’ll have me killed in a million different ways if she found out!”

“Then it’s your job to find a way out of that,” Nancy countered. “If you don’t get feeds on her for me, I’ll make sure that everyone in the 14K finds out that you’ve been exchanging information with me.”

“Hey, it’s not really an exchange, come on!”

“Ruco,” she spoke with a waiting tone.

“Oh fine,” he sighed with no other options. “If I get killed for this, you owe me so much.”

Nancy smiled as she hung up the call. She kept her phone out though, dialing in a different number. “Tavia!” she greeted with excitement.

“Why do I have a feeling that you’re going to bring me trouble?” Tavia replied.

“It’s not much of trouble,” Nancy laughed. “Consider it a favor.”

“Alright fine, what is it?”

“I have a plan. Can you take care of Raymond Lam’s current lawyer so that you can safely become his new lawyer? I heard he takes advice from his lawyers and especially during times when he is being watched by us. Right now he’ll definitely take advice from you.”

“I’ll do that for you, seems kind of interesting. But why can’t you take care of his lawyer?”

“Because I’m a cop and I’m aggressive, I don’t know what I’ll do to the guy,” Nancy replied. “Please? You said it yourself you find this case interesting, so help me out.”

“Fine I will. But you still have to stop doing things your own way, despite how fun it is your way,” Tavia answered over the phone. “Oh look, now you’ve got me contradicting myself. I’ll talk to you later. I still have a case to finish.”

“Nancy,” Ron’s sweet sounding voice suddenly surprised her as she scrambled to hang up her call. He wrapped his arms around her and placed his head gently on her shoulder. “Are you ready to go?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she replied. “Why can’t you be like this during the work day?”

“I don’t know,” he laughed. “As leader of this team, I thought I should put up a good example.”

“Liar,” she replied as they turned around.

They both could see Kate standing there, lingering as she was about to leave. Nancy found something weird in Kate, something she couldn’t explain. Whenever Kate looked at Ron, Nancy didn’t know what the weird aura is around Kate. But Nancy could see that whenever Kate saw Ron and Nancy together, there was jealousy in the air. She tried to ignore this, looking down as she and Ron left for the elevator. It seemed that Nancy was the only one who noticed, since Ron’s smile to relief was still strong and he didn’t seem to notice anything besides her, the girl in his arms. She was glad.

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October 15, 2009……11:00 p.m.
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The alluring scent of lit candles melted her heart. She sat comfortably on the massage chair in their room as Ron set up their bed. He then turned to her with a large grin on his face. When Nancy looked into his eyes, she knew exactly what he wanted. He bent down beside her, wrapping his strong arms around her tiny body.

“Tonight?” she asked with a gentle and playful smile.

“Yes tonight,” he replied. “Don’t you bail on me,” he laughed and kissed her on the cheek.

“Lately, all we do is fight. I guess tonight then,” she sighed, wrapping her slender arms around his neck and pulling him closer.

He placed his lips on hers, kissing hers. Being gentle at first, he continued to push forward, deeper and deeper as she followed his lead like always. Nancy would occasionally trail off and do her own thing with him, but he never mind, instead he preferred their inconsistency. He held her tighter, kissing her on her lips, and then down to her neck and shoulders. He could feel her smile as kissed her. She wrapped her legs around his body as he picked her up with ease. They were kissing still as she clung onto him and he held onto her.
The bed was right beside them. Ron placed her down gently on the bed as she slid up to where the pillows were and he followed her. She took his shirt off so easily and quickly he didn’t even feel it. Next was her turn. Ron pulled their blanket to the side as he took her top off, sliding it off gently with comfort and care. They’ve done this so many times before, but yet it never gets boring. He was in shorts as he began to unbutton her black jeans. Nancy suddenly smiled, her smirk warning him that she was growing aggressive. She turned him over as they began to pull the blanket over themselves. She kissed him on the cheeks, then his neck, and then his lips. She has never felt so warm and in love than that moment right there.

Suddenly, a soft ring caught both of their ears. The ringing kept going and going, and they didn’t intend to stop what they were doing. It was until the tenth minute that the ringing kept going that they finally stopped. Nancy reached over to grab her cell phone, only intending to check who had called her. When she saw the number, she let out a disappointed whine and face. “Oh you have got to be kidding me!” she sighed and dropped her head in the nape of Ron’s neck.

Nancy stood up, pulling her pants up all the way as she grabbed her shirt and bra to cover her chest area. “Sweetie, this is important, I’m sorry,” she apologized.

Ron laid back and laughed. “Alright,” he sighed.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

From Dawn Till Dusk - 01 - Silence in a City Night



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October 15, 2009……12:35 a.m.
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For the first time since so long, the city street seemed to be echoing in silence. The street was in the shadow of sounds from all the others, sitting in the very middle of Hong Kong, China. It was closed off from one end to the other, barricaded by police cruisers with their sirens still on and their engines still hot. The only people there were the men in uniform, and the investigators with proper badges. The entire street was drowned with a heavy, ghastly scent of decay.

“Where’s the heart of the scene?” he asked, shining his badge to a man standing tall in his uniform. The badge read Ron Ng, and contrasted with the deep black of his jacket as he tucked it back inside, unnecessary for the time being. He pulled and ducked under the yellow tape, walking into the busy crime scene with a straight, emotionless face.

The officer nodded at Ron as another inspector walked up from behind him. This man, he was a bit different from Ron. With Ron calm and casual in a striped collar shirt, light jeans and a black jacket, this man was in an uptight suit, formal enough for a ballroom dance. He nodded at the officer and walked with Ron as they headed up to the center of the street, where most of the investigating crew was gathered at. His police badge read Bosco Wong.

“You got here pretty early Bosco, I’m surprised,” Ron commented, glancing at him.

“I happened to be nearby. But I’m not a slacker you know,” he replied.

When they got to the body, Bosco flinched at the surprising sight. Ron on the other hand, dove right into work and bent down to closely examine the corpse. The victim was a girl, and by the look of her face she seemed no more than twenty-five at most.
Her corpse was lying in a black plastic trash bag, ripped open by probably the forensic team or the person who called the cops. The crimson colored blood was still oozing out from the bag, slowly and sickening to the stomach. Her major wounds that possibly caused the death were at her neck where her arteries are. Ron slipped on a pair of white, latex gloves as he tilted her head over, his stomach clenching up as the horrid sight finally got to him. The wounds on her neck looked old, and she couldn’t have been murdered today, but some time before.
After looking around the body for any more information, Ron stood up. He balanced himself, dizzy from the awful scent of decay that was strongest where he stood. He then turned to Bosco. His expression changed immediately from a puzzled look to a straight and brooding complexion. Ron signaled Bosco to walk with him, leaving the area where the sickening scent was at its strongest.

“She possibly died being choked to death, but the killer wasn’t using rope, I’m sure of it.”
“What do you suggest that they used? And why not rope?” Bosco asked in reply.

“The cut is too thin and deep to be a simple rope. It could be a wire or something close,” Ron answered. “What I’m worried about is why the killer would choose to use this method. He or she could’ve just picked up a gun or knife and make it faster.”

“Maybe it was another one of those night life vengeance things,” Bosco suggested. “We’ve seen some of those in the past, when gangs take revenge using the most sickening method possible.”

“Maybe, but why are we called to the scene? It’s a murder case. This should be Team A’s case.”

“I’m not sure yet, but I think she has something to say about it,” Bosco replied with a smirk as he pointed to the girl approaching. She was walking at a fast pace towards them, her attire awfully revealing with a plunging neckline from her blouse, and the expression on her face made her seem more like a model on a catwalk rather than a police investigator.

Ron grinned at the sight. “Hello Kate,” he greeted her.

“I figured you’d be wondering why I called you so late,” Kate spoke with a straight, get down to business, tone. “Well this should bring up some answers.” She held up a large bag of white pills, most likely ecstasy. The bag probably weighed more than a pound with its size and all the pills still in it. “We found this near the body. It was in a black backpack and was probably forgotten by the killer. This might be what the killer was after, so it wasn’t Bosco’s vengeance theory.”

“Ok, so that adds more to why this murder happened, but that still doesn’t answer my question as to why we’re called here,” Ron replied. “We specialize in the triad and underground activity crimes, these types of murders are for Team A to worry about.”

“Alright, then go talk to the forensics. I spoke to Fala earlier and she said this might have something to do with us since it could be triad related. We recognized this girl’s face as being a part of the 14K triad group, but we’re not one-hundred percent on it. She’s trying to run a quick test now. And also, I found this,” Kate explained as she showed Ron an empty bottle of Heineken beer in a large evidence bag.

“I get it,” Bosco announced. “In the 14K, there’s this guy who is always seen with a bottle of Heineken. I think his name is…”

“Raymond Lam,” Kate finished. “We’ve been following his activities, and that’s probably why we’re called to see this. It might have something to do with him.”

“I’m going to talk to Fala, inform me more about this alright?” Ron spoke as he walked away.

He weaved his way to the group of forensic team members, making his way to the petite and gentle looking girl in the white blouse. Ron’s known her well, she may look weak and feminine but she is far from it. When he neared her, she must’ve noticed him. She looked up at him with a bright smile, far too bright for a night like this.
When she smiled he saw the striking resemblance between her and her older sister, the woman of which he’d been stuck with for most of his life. He smiled back, wondering why Fala would have such a big smile on her face. Then he remembered, Fala could care less about who died and who the victim was, she was so carefree and relax that it was kind of scary.

“I didn’t expect you’d come since it’s so late,” Fala greeted him. “I thought you’d be in bed.”

“I’m not that lazy, don’t believe everything your sister says,” Ron sighed. “So Miss Wu what…”

Before he could finish, Fala had already cut him off with her rant of details. “The victim is confirmed to by Alice Chan by DNA testing. She’s a member of the 14K triad group, and that is why your team was called instead of Team A. She works under Raymond Lam, another 14K member. Kate found a beer bottle that could possibly be his, but we can’t confirm that yet,” Fala stopped briefly, taking a breath from talking too fast. “Your team found a bag with at least a pound of drugs in it. There might have been more because of the white powder it left all over the inside of the bag, but we can’t find any of the other drugs so someone must’ve taken it.”

“That’s all?” Ron asked.

“For the moment, yes.”

“Did you tell Nancy yet?” He suddenly asked, remembering that his fiancée hasn’t shown up yet.

“I already told her. She was here way before you were,” Fala smiled. “Why didn’t you two come together?” She asked as Ron let out another sigh.

He shook his head. “Usual stuff, you know. She’s mad at me for getting mad at her when she let that druggie go the other day,” he replied.

Fala only smiled apologetically. “That’s my sister for you, she’s a total softy.”

“Yeah, I know,” Ron sighed, rubbing his forehead with his palm. “I’ll see you later. Now I’ve got to go find her, and drive her home. When I left I noticed her car is still there.”

“Good luck, she’s always on the move. Tell her I said hi.”

Ron walked off of the crime scene, heading for his car parked at least a block over. His hands were in his pockets as he tried to think about this new case, but his thoughts were elsewhere. He can’t help but think about Nancy, why she’s always on the move and where she could possibly be at this late of the night. He shook his head and sighed. Not only did he have to worry about the case, he also had to go find his fiancée before she could get herself into trouble.

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October 15, 2009……1:30 a.m.
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She was beginning to run out of breath. As she ran after the man, her legs were growing tired and her heart was racing fast, but she wasn’t going to stop. Instead she managed to let out another yell, screaming at him to stop running. He didn’t, but she noticed that he was growing tired as well. Her eyes lit up when she saw him run into what looked like a tea house. She picked up speed quickly and closed in on him. By the time they got through the door, she was able to put her hand on his shoulder and with a hard squeeze she stopped him from running.

“Nice place, you’re so smart aren’t you?” she asked sarcastically when she realized they were surrounded by triad members and shockingly familiar faces.

“Yeah, damn it,” he breathed, bending over and trying to catch his breath.

“Table for two please,” she smiled at the waitress that led them to a table deeper in.

As she sat down, the man was still breathing hard. He had sweat on his forehead, which was a shock to her since it was rather chilly outside on a late autumn night. She casually poured the two of them tea, luring in no attention from the threatening crowd that surrounded them. The smile on her face struck him hard as he started to fear of what she might do to force him into talking and spilling whatever scoop he had.

“Nancy Wu,” he breathed, trying to catch his breath.

“Ruco Chan,” she replied calmly as she passed him the tea, waiting for him to talk.

“Why do you always have to do this? You’re going to get both of us killed.”

She laughed at his remark. “It was your fault you ran into a triad filled restaurant. Don’t blame me. I was only planning on stopping you in an alley and then kicking the answer out of you.”

“I told you, I don’t know who killed the girl,” he argued, trying to keep his volume low.

“But you know why she was killed, and I need that answer,” Nancy replied with a serious look.

“I don’t know that either!” he exclaimed, stopping himself suddenly and looking around, fearing he might’ve caught some unwanted attention. Luckily, no one was paying any attention.

Nancy reached into her pocket and was about to pull something out. Ruco knew what it was she will take out and suddenly jumped up from his seat. He reached over to cover whatever she was going to pull out. His heart was racing so fast it felt like it was going to burst out of his chest. He had a pale white face as he looked up at her. First he was relieved he caught her in time, worrying she might pull her badge out to lure the inhumane monsters in this restaurant into dealing with him. But then he was scared to death when he realized his hand was ridiculously close to the center of her pants and between her legs. She looked down at him, eyeing him if he moved any closer and threatening him. He swallowed hard.

“Sit back down and I won’t pull it out,” she spoke with a cold hard tone.

He had no choice but to listen. Ruco sat back in his seat, looking at her with waiting eyes in case she decided to pull another crazy stunt that could get both of them killed.

“Now I want answers. Why was that girl, no, why was Alice Chan killed?”

Ruco sighed. “She’s Raymond Lam’s girlfriend, or at least one of his girlfriends, so he couldn’t have killed her. But I heard she was working with another gang and making profit for them, so the members must’ve been eyeing her a long time ago. It could be that the disagreeing members took her out without Raymond knowing. That’s all I know, I swear. Please don’t do anything reckless,” he begged.

“You’re lucky,” Nancy smiled. Her smile was so charming is scared him after how scary and intimidating she looked earlier.

Ruco swallowed hard again. Normally, Nancy’s stunning smile would make him want to pull her into his arms and just kiss the hell out of her, but her status as a police investigator and fiancée of the infamous Inspector Ron Ng just killed all the motivation he had, and besides that those factors could easily get him killed if he came any closer to her publically.
She stood up, acting casually as if they had just finished a normal conversation. Nancy pulled out a small wad of cash and that was when Ruco’s eyes lit up. She dropped it on the table, handing it to him as a small fee for being her little spy, somewhat. Ruco took the money without hesitation, counting it over and over again with greedy eyes.

“You’re paying for the tea,” Nancy added with the money. “And next time, just stop and tell me, you don’t have to run ten blocks knowing I’m going to catch you anyways.”

“You don’t have to rub it in,” Ruco replied. “I’m still feeling bad that a girl caught up to me.”

“Then visit the gym more often. You’re a supposedly a triad and yet you’re so wimpy.”

Ruco stayed in his seat, watching as Nancy blended in nicely with the other crowds of triads around them. She headed out the door without stirring much attention. After he lost sight of her, he could finally let his breath out and actually enjoy the cool tea that had been sitting there for a while.
Nancy was out on the street, swinging her purse around and around with her hands. The expression on her face was relaxed and her full attire blended in perfectly with the rowdy partiers that surrounded her and crowded the streets. In her black skinny jeans and low cut tank underneath her white jacket, she was practically invisible. Her casualness was lost and she panicked when her phone suddenly rang. She searched her bag for the little thing as she kept on walking, trying to get out of this part of town as quickly as possible and hoping no one recognized her. When she finally found her phone, she hesitated to pick up the call.

“Hey sweetie,” she finally spoke over the phone.

“Nancy where are you?” Ron’s voice sounded louder than usual. “Fala said you were at the crime scene earlier but why did you leave?”

“I had something urgent I needed to do,” she scrambled for a suitable reply.

“What did you have to do?”

She froze. Being mad at him, she had forgotten that Ron was the type of person who needed to make everything crystal clear. That explained the reason why his line of justice was so defined, and why she was mad at him in the first place. He was way too strict. After a quick moment of thought, she finally spoke.

“I saw someone I thought looked familiar and thought maybe he had something to do with the case,” she lied.

“And did he?”

“No,” she sighed, trying to sound as disappointed as she could, even after he success in buying the information she needed off Ruco.

“Alright. Well where are you right now? I’ll pick you up.”

“No that’s ok. I’ll be home soon anyways. Talk to you then honey, bye-bye.”

She hung up quickly, relieved that Ron didn’t catch onto the fact that she was lying and was only making up a story to cover it up. Nancy then had to worry about how to tell Ron of the information she bought off of Ruco, without actually telling him she bought the info. If she did, it would only stir up yet another disagreement between them, and another argument was the last thing she would want.

“You’re such a liar,” a feminine voice laughed.

Nancy looked up, confused at first. Standing a couple feet ahead of her was the woman she wanted to see. It was a little unexpected, but Nancy could use a chat with this woman right now. She smiled at her, walking up casually as they exchanged smiles as greetings. Nancy then sighed and placed her hands behind her back, walking beside the woman.
They have known each other since grade school, and were practically like sisters. Perhaps Nancy’s relationship with this woman could be even closer than her relationship with Fala, her little sister, but that was only a quick glance. She’s been in different situations with this young woman, and she’s been in different situations with her younger sister. They were both on different terms, but yet they were so similar.

Nancy smiled and seemed to have relaxed a bit more. “You nosy lawyer, where have you been for the past few days?” Nancy asked.

“I’ve been to the Mainland,” she replied, smiling as she gripped her handbag. “I had a lot of work you know. I can’t keep prying clues out for you every case.”

“Well are you interested in this new one I’ve taken up?” Nancy asked, showing Tavia the small set of papers Nancy had just taken out of her bag. “I know you take cases up based on your level of interest, so how about this one?”

The woman smiled. Her smile was just as gleaming as Nancy’s but in a different tone. While Nancy’s was mischievous and active, hers was calm and collective. “Nancy Wu,” she began. “Once again, you have convinced Tavia Yeung to become a nosy lawyer for you,” she laughed at the end of the statement. “But I think it will be a little harder this time based on the scarcity of the evidence and information.”

Nancy looked at her with a confused and empty expression. “Can you not use big words around me? I’m not smart like you and I find them kind of scary,” she laughed awkwardly.

“Oh I forgot,” Tavia smiled. “I’m book smart, you’re street smart. Alright,” she giggled.

“So what do you say we go get something to eat? After chasing down Ruco I’m starving,” Nancy suggested as she wrapped her arms around Tavia’s shoulders, casually clinging onto her with a giant and wide smile on her face.

Tavia laughed and nodded. “I still don’t think that you as a cop should be buying information from a triad, but that’s your way of doing things. I guess if Ron doesn’t find out about it, it means you’re good.”

“Shh!” Nancy hushed. “If anyone here heard you say that, you’re going to get me killed!”

Tavia laughed apologetically as they kept on walking. She always wondered why she was willing to help Nancy, even though Nancy’s way of doing things are a little different than what a normal investigator would do, and Nancy’s methods could easily get her killed if someone messed up, but yet she still helps her anyways. When she turned to look at Nancy, the carefree and relaxed smile on her face suddenly reminded Tavia something she learned about this woman a long time ago. Tavia knew that her friend was only putting on a mask, and underneath that mask was a clever and calculative investigator with high deductive skills. Tavia smiled, realizing again what the main reason she helped Nancy was. Though her methods are odd and her perceptive is a little different, she does get the case solved quickly and pass the right judgment.

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October 15, 2009……4:00 a.m.
===

The apartment was dark and it echoed in the night. As Nancy silently closed the door and crept inside, she noticed something on her couch. She took silent, careful steps over to the set of white leather, and finally noticed him. Her fiancé was lying on the couch, one hand behind his head while facing the door and fast asleep. She relaxed herself, knowing that when Ron is asleep he could sleep through a storm.

“You silly goof,” she sighed, knowing that he had waited for her the whole night.

Silently, Nancy crept into their room, leaving the door open when she left in case it suddenly made more noise when she attempted to close it. In her hand was a heavy fleece blanket, warm enough for a chilly autumn night. She unfolded the blanket and placed it gently over Ron, pulling it over and covering him from his neck to his toe. She then knelt down beside him, watching him quietly as he slept. Nancy had a smile on her face as her breathing lowered and softened.
No matter what they argue about, they can’t stay mad at each other for long, and that was a fact. She had already forgotten all the rage and disagreements she had in her when she left the house this morning. Maybe this was the main reason why they’re still together after all this time. She sighed and quietly got up from where she knelt. Walking casually now, she made her way over to their study area on the far side of the room, where all the windows were. She sat down in the chair, a bit surprised at how cold it was.
On their computer she knew where Ron kept all the old files of information. She figured that if the victim, Alice Chan was related to Raymond Lam they would have something about her, since they’ve been following Raymond’s actions for so long. She scrolled through the many folders neatly organized by date and type, trying to look for what she needed. Organization made it so much harder for her since she could never find things quickly, but it was how Ron liked it so it was what she will have to deal with. Her eyes widened when she saw a set of pictures, taken a few months ago. She smiled in realization that maybe she’ll be able to tie the information she had bought off Ruco into this case without having Ron wonder how she got this information. Excited in knowing she could be of some help to her fiancé, she looked through more files, hoping to find more links from the police’s information to her own. Since young she’s been determined to do well as a cop, but with Ron Ng, the infamous investigator as her fiancé, she can’t help but feel at a loss to him. Nancy pierced her eyes closer to the screen, looking carefully through everything, determined to be a big help in cracking the case.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Come Down With Love



I’ve come down with love. I know it’s so true.
I can’t close my eyes. I’m thinking of you.
The way you would smile, and listen to me.
And how you would talk, and be where I see.

I’ve come down with love. I smile alone.
Just thinking of you, my feelings are shown.
I look to your eyes, and melt in your glance.
With silence I’d wish, “just give me a chance”.

I’ve come down with love. I can’t fall asleep.
This feeling so warm, this feeling so deep.
I feel like the sky, so free like a dove.
And thinking of you, I’ve come down with love.

Dawn of Infinity



Your pretty face that lies out in the open sun,
Your eyes closed but they open as I come close.
Together to the sun, to the moon as we will run.
We’ll take our dreams and make them as we rose.

This world so vast with many endless skies.
We’ll soar above and see right through the clouds.
The grass is soft in this world see no lies.
I see your face though you’re far. I saw you through the crowd.

Even if darkness engulfs us all,
No hope is lost, it’s now our call.
A metal heart we’ll fight it through.
We’ll fight the dark, this world so new.

When I’m with you I have no fear.
You turn around and I’m still here.
Just take my hands and we’ll go free.
This endless world, a heave like eternity.

The night will pass and day will come.
And peace returns and warms me some.
Together we’ll watch the moon envy,
The rising sun. The dawn of infinity.

No More Patience



I’m tired of waiting. The wait is so long.
Each day the time flies. Don’t say I am wrong.
When I say that in life, the path is so bent.
At first I could hold on, but just to an extent.

No matter the woman, or how strong she seems,
A woman can’t wait, for time to redeem.
When the life we are promised, seems such like a lie.
We’re right to give up, so ready to die.

I’ve waited so long, but still none shows up.
Been feeling so lost, I’m ready to stop.
Please give me no more, no more useless sense.
This time it is me, with no more patience.

Heartbreaker



The shadows of a heart,
Walked a man, a work of art.
His eyes like deep blue seas,
His presence made for me.

It seems there’s none he lacked.
So fine from front to back.
But when I peeked inside,
His chest no heart could hide.

His heart is made of stone,
I knew since truth is shown.
My glass heart falls a prey,
I’ll miss him every day.

But glass to stone will break.
The glass shatters, yet stone won’t shake.
This tie with him and I
Is it everything’s a lie?

My heartbreak means to him,
Like nothing but a whim.
He’s done this all before,
Broke hearts and broke out doors.

His presence seems so cool.
He treats me like a fool.
Yet he’s what I prefer,
My soulless, heartbreaker.

Whether We Live or Die



Since dawn the sorrows never die.
The promises, they’re all a lie.
Soon we’ll all part, we’ll go away.
What does it matter if we don’t stay?

This life this dungeon, it’s our lives.
With endless pain we’re to survive.
No expectations, our souls go on,
A lifeless slumber, we’re good as gone.

Those rumors come of certain end,
Would demolition work to amend?
Those broken souls, those hills of ash,
Can they recover? We’re all too rash.

Among the fallen, among those hurt,
Pick up the pieces, how to of sort.
We’re all too ready, for end to come.
No hope can change us, not even some.

The thought of whether, we live a lie,
The thought of whether we live or die,
It matters no more. It’s all too late.
This world it is, too full of hate.

The thought of whether, we live a lie,
The thought of whether we live or die,
It matters no longer, that’s all to say.
There’s no point in living, when nothing will stay.

Sweetness in the Ice



He kept his distance.
Across the crystal lake he stood in trance.
Subdued in thoughts, he didn’t mind the world.
Until his silence, broke by a girl.
Once cold as ice,
You’d never think he would suffice.
Until his space was overtaken,
Another heart has left him shaken.
The way he looked, into her eyes,
Was so entrancing. It’s love no lie.
In front of others, his strong front shown.
With her so intimate, he’s more, she’s known.
Caressed her skin and touched her face,
They walk in such, melodic pace.
This world so vast, this land so endless,
Even the coldest, once thought as heartless
Has found his half, that treats him well,
And she’s got him out, from in his shell.
Oh how he touched her, the way he cared.
In ice there’s sweetness, throughout the air.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Introducing: My Pages

Today is my younger brother Jacky's birthday!!! Happy Birthday sweetie!!! ♥ You!!!
He's the middle child, I have two younger brothers!!! xD
Ok, anyways, I'm introducing a new thing to my blog.
I figured since it's my blog, I'll post random stuff about me on it since, well I don't like
using Facebook, Twitter or MySpace much ^_^.
Now, today is a great day of accomplishments for me!
I just completed my first fan fiction, Luxe. The link is in the sidebar >>>
And I started another fan fiction, From Dawn Till Dusk. The link is over there too >>>
I think I'm going to stick to writing now, writing fan fictions and poems.
So thank you for the people checking out my blog and my work xD Thank you all!!!

♥♥♥♥♥

From Dawn Till Dusk - 00 - Forewords




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Sometimes fights aren’t always a bad thing. Sometimes fights, though they break us apart for now, we’ll never know when it will bring us closer together. In life, everything happens for a reason, and a fight has its reasons too. Maybe we should wait some time, and then finally look back to see whether that fight has changed us in some way, or it has made us grow up.

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:: Characters ::

Ron Ng as Ron Ng
Nancy Wu as Nancy Wu
Raymond Lam as Raymond Lam
Tavia Yeung as Tavia Yeung
Bosco Wong as Bosco Wong
Kate Tsui as Kate Tsui
Ruco Chan as Ruco Chan
Fala Chan as Fala Wu
Kevin Cheng as Kevin Wong
Sharon Chan as Sharon Chan
Michelle Yim as Michelle Yim

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:: The Preface ::

Her heart was racing, racing so fast it felt like it was going to burst out of her chest. Her cheeks were burning, her throat dry and her eardrums ringing. She paced around her house in a storm, frustrated, arguing with him. None of them would back down, because they both had such a strong reason to press forward. Her voice was always louder than his, but his voice was like thunder to her ears. She raised her arm, pointing at him as the words came rolling out. He glared back at her in a rage, furious that she wouldn’t listen to his reason.

“Why did you stop me from taking him back?” he yelled.

“If you took him back, the only place he’ll be going is jail! He has a family to care for and despite his bad method, he was doing all he could to raise his kids!” She replied quickly.

“If you let me take him back I could plead with the Chief to find alternatives for him and help his family at the same time!”

“That’s never going to happen, Ron!” She snapped back at him.

“We’re the police, it will happen, Nancy!” He quickly countered with a stronger voice.

“And there you have it! We’re the police. We’ll never let him get away with it by simply doing community service. And even if we did, if we took him in do you think the triads will let him off easy?! They’re not humans! They’ll torture his family!” Her voice was cracking as it grew louder and louder, but she wasn’t going to back away from her reason.

These types of nights have been going on for as long as they can remember. They were always full of arguments, and in every single situation, their point of views are always the polar opposite of the other. Nancy couldn’t remember a night where she didn’t have to scream at him, and Ron couldn’t remember a night where they both could just sit down quietly and watch TV, like any other couple would.

“It was still against our job to simply let him go like that!”

“Rather than stopping him and punishing him and his family, why not just let it slip?!”

“Because law and order is what puts this world in order!” Ron argued with his loudest, most thunderous voice as he glared back at her. His body tense, chin high and looking at Nancy. She wasn’t backing down like he had hoped, instead she pushed closer to him.

“Well beside law and order, there is another thing called human nature, emotions and sympathy,” She snapped.

“If you keep on believing in that idea, you’ll only get yourself in more trouble.”

“Then let me handle my own problems!”

Those were her last words before she sharply turned from him and stormed into their room. She slammed the door shut, and it was the softer sound of locks clicking together that gave him the signal. She will ignore him until she’s calmed down. It wasn’t anything new to him though. After years of being with Nancy, Ron had come to figure out this nightly thing of theirs. It was complicated, but it was inevitable. Yet sometimes he’d wonder why these argumentative nights never broke them up, and why they’re still together, but never could he find the answer.

“I need a blanket!” he called loudly.

The door to their room suddenly swung open. Nancy moved too fast for him to see her, but a heavy fleece blanket flew quickly at him. Ron’s eyes widened when he caught it, slightly surprised by its attack on him.

“Thank you!”

He held the folded blanket in his hands, pacing back and forth from their kitchen to their living room and to their work area. Ron had basically covered the whole apartment in pacing, excluding the bathroom. The only room he hadn’t paced in was into their room. As he walked, he kept glancing at the clock. It read one in the morning, exactly.

After about an hour, he was starting to grow impatient. Just then, the soft sound of the lock gears clicking against each other hit his ears. He turned to their bedroom door and opened it. The door was finally unlocked. He grinned, but then forced his smile back into a straight expression. He then shook his head and let out a soft chuckle.

“We are such an odd couple,” he sighed. He knew that whenever they fight, Nancy would open the door for him after she cooled down, or if she’s mad enough he’d end up on the couch. Either way, waiting was a good option. Now, the door was open.

Ron walked inside and tossed his blanket onto the bed. Nancy was lying on her side, her head facing away from him. She bent her legs up, bear from a blanket. Ron knew she was still mad at him by the silence she gave him, but at least she had calmed down. They both did, thank god. He slid onto the bed, trying not to shake it too much to disturb her and maybe cause another unwanted argument.

He lied there in silence for a moment, until a thought came to his mind. He placed his arm behind his head, tilting his head upward slightly on his pillow. “Who’s making coffee tomorrow?” he asked.

“You are,” Nancy replied lazily. She was about to sleep until Ron asked her.

He smiled and turned back to his pillow, his back to her. Though they were facing away from each other, Ron scooted gently to be closer to her. He then closed his eyes and smiled.
~*~
Also on winglin:

Luxe - 34 - Forgetting all the Lies



[Ron’s Point of View]

Her hand was in mine. I clung onto her, tightly as I felt her pulse slow down. My sober heart began to race when I saw her monitor begin to drop. She felt cold, as if she was leaving me. I bent my head down and kissed my sweet Nancy’s lips, still she was so cold. The monitor continued to drop, and steadily it fell down to only a long beep.
I couldn’t make a decision quick enough. All I knew was to rapidly press on the call button, wishing someone would come and bring her back to me. In my hand I could feel Nancy slowly slipping away. No matter how hard I held on, she was slowly letting go. My heart was racing, paining, and crying. To me it felt like my world was falling apart as the beep grew louder and louder. It all happened so fast.
The men in the white coats and the ladies in the white aprons, they rushed in too fast. I couldn’t get another grip of her hand before they pushed me outside, asking me sadly to wait. The door closed, and the sound it made was like thunder to my ears. I stood there, looking through the small glass window into the dark room. I was so scared, and I could just about feel my heartbeat slow down with hers. There was nothing else I could do, except watch the woman who was willing to give up everything for me, slip away. My eyes burned and my entire body ached. I could feel each burning, piercing drop of tears leave my eyes. I leaned against the door, looking inside, watching as they tried so hard to bring her back.

“Please,” I pleaded. For the very first time in my life, I pleaded to him. I pleaded to God to bring her back to me. I pleaded him to not take her away. As I let out the words, I slipped onto the ground, kneeling before the closed door that separated us. “Please God,” I begged. “Don’t take her away, please.”

At first it was sadness when I saw her heart rate go down. Then it was hopelessness, as if I should just give up the idea of my love ever opening her eyes and smiling back at me. Next was anger. As I waited outside the door, I grew angry at God, at life for making this happen. Nancy shouldn’t go through any of this, she’s already experienced so much pain because of me, and now her life is at stake. Finally, hope found its way. I kneeled outside the door, fist strong against the wall, yet inside I was hoping, pleading God to let her stay with me.

~*~

[Raymond’s Point of View]

Coldness, it was all I felt. The top of the world was so cold and lonely that it pained and ached my heart. I stood there, frozen as ice as I watched her. She looked at me with painful tears in her eyes. I ran for her, but before I could reach her, she smiled to me, one last time. She then fell backwards, peacefully falling down from the top of the world. I screamed, tears clouding my vision as all I could do was look down and reach for her, even though I could never reach that far. I screamed so loud.

“Tavia!” I screamed.

Harsh wind smashed against my face, stunning me, burning me. I was again, frozen in place as the person who held my entire heart fell from the top of the world, from atop this mile high skyscraper all the way to the ground. Something then seemed to be pulling me. It pulled on me hard, until I blacked out. The next breath I took, I was sitting up in my bed. I breathed heavily and then fell back into the comfort of my sheets. My heart was still racing. It was all just a simple dream or in this case, nightmare?
I could feel the warm sunlight hit my face as I rolled over on my bed. I opened my eyes, slowly, careful of being blinded by the inevitable light. Now, the only thought I really had in my mind was her. I’ve been thinking about her the whole night, Tavia. Still tired from a restless night, I sat up in my bed. Ever since the meeting yesterday, I never got a chance to speak to her. I wanted to so badly, but yet, I don’t know what I would say to her. If I saw her maybe I would grow angry and demand an explanation why she did what she did. Or I could fall over and become weak, pleading her to stay with me and not care about anything else in the world. When I see her, I don’t know what I’d do. Still, I really wanted to find her. Too bad after the meeting yesterday, Tavia seemed to have cut off contact with me. I couldn’t reach her by phone, and I waited at the door to her apartment all night yesterday, but still no answer.

“Raymond?” my mother’s soft voice spoke in from the door.

I looked up at her, wondering why Michelle would want to see me so early in the morning.

“She left something for you,” she spoke warmly, holding a cup of coffee in her one hand, and a large folder in her other hand.

Lazily, I pushed myself off my bed and walked over to her. When I gripped the folder, Michelle’s gentle smile brought something to my mind. When she said ‘she’, did she mean Tavia? Quickly I opened the folder and scanned through the set of papers that Tavia had left me.
I was confused out of my mind looking through these papers. All the contracts and necessary documents have been signed by both my mom and dad. It seemed that the only thing left that needed to be done is to place my own signature into the very last line of the set of documents. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Why did Tavia have to make such a big circle only to give me this? Was this all pre-planned? And why were both my parents in on this?

“What does this mean?” I asked my mom.

She simply shrugged. “Tavia caught us by surprise this morning when she showed up, but no matter, it was all for the best.”

“Tavia came here earlier?” I asked her in a panic.

Michelle nodded and blew softly on the surface of her hot drink. “She seemed to be in a hurry. If I were you, I’d go find her fast.”

No more waiting. I quickly ran over and grabbed my jeans from yesterday and slipped them on as quickly as I could, almost shocking myself by the speed. I then grabbed my jacket and slipped it on, running down the stairs like a mad man. I ran past the caretaker lady, smiling at her but I doubt she saw me by how fast I ran. Gripping the folder in my hand, I darted out the door. I was still a bit confused as to what had just happened, but I figured I was going to find out while running to her.

“Whoa there,” Steven greeted me, pushing me back and stopping me with his strength. “Where are you going this early in the morning? You’re still wearing your pajamas and your bed head.”

“No time to talk Steve,” I replied in a hush. “Can I take your car?” I asked him quickly.

“No problem,” he smiled, making way for me. “And by the way you’re running I take it that you’re looking for Tavia. If I were you I’d check her apartment first,” he reminded me.

So Steven knew about this too. This only made me wonder more into it. Who else knew about Tavia’s plan prior to this morning? Was I the only one she decided to keep in the dark? And why in the world would she want to keep me in the dark only to make such a big circle around this mess and then come to a conclusion like this? There were so many questions running through my mind. So many that I didn’t even notice how hard my foot was on the gas pedal. I kept on driving, steering carefully as I made my way to her apartment. The directions literally were imprinted into my brain that I didn’t even notice how scary of a speed I was going at.

~*~

[Tavia’s Point of View]

For the first in a very long time, my mind was empty. Successfully I’ve forced all the worries, all the trouble that have been there earlier to disappear, at least for the moment. My only attention was on the set of heavy luggage before me as I lugged them into the trunk of my car, one by one. The worries, the thoughts, the wonders and the facts, I would hold onto them, but what’s the point of holding on if I’ll be leaving them so soon?
My dad placed his hand on my shoulder. It was warm, and after so many years apart, every time he did this my heart would swell up in warmth. I no longer found the thought to hate him, instead I’ve forgiven him for leaving me alone for so long. He stood behind me as I turned around. He seemed down, which surprised me a bit. I thought he would be happy to be leaving this place and starting a new life, overseas. Hong Kong held too many memories for us, ones that we wish to not remember.

“Are you sure you really want to leave?” he asked me solemnly.

I nodded, silently.

“But you’re leaving everything behind,” he reminded me. “Why not give it a second thought?”

“I have you don’t I?” I replied. “I have you and mom with me, you’re all I need.”

“Time’s changed,” he came back. “When you were young, your mom and I could really be all you need. But you’re older now, your mom and I are no longer the primary spot in your heart,” he let out a soft sigh afterwards. “I never intended to cause you such unhappiness.”

“How could I be unhappy after I found you again?” I replied to my dad with a soft smile. I truly missed him so dearly, and now as he stood before me, I wanted so badly to recover all the time that we’ve lost.

He nodded and smiled.

We both turned as I closed the trunk of my car. My dad sat in the passenger seat, his eyes staring up into the sky where the tip of the high buildings met with the clouds. I sat down in the driver’s seat, putting my seatbelt on. Before I started the engine, I too looked up into the sky. I couldn’t pull away from the half hidden sun in the city, the tall skyscrapers that tore into the sky, and the million lights here. I hate to admit it, but I was going to miss this place. But I guess, it’s all for the best. There’s no point to me staying here if all that is left are unhappy memories and broken promises. I’ve had enough of those, and perhaps erasing them from my mind is the best and only way to go.
I closed my eyes for a moment, picturing what could possibly happen after I leave this place and go over to America. Perhaps Raymond will find someone new, someone he could trust and someone who would care for him properly. Then perhaps Nancy would wake up, and maybe she’ll give me a call, not forgetting about this old friend. Perhaps afterwards Ron and Nancy could finally be together, in a proper family and marriage. Finally, perhaps I’ll finally be happy, somewhere far away, knowing I won’t be hurting anyone close to me ever again.
My foot was on the gas. Slowly, I let go of the break and my car drifted forward, slowly. I turned and glanced at my father for a moment. His eyes were forward, blank and only waiting. He was waiting for me, to fully let go of this place. Despite the doubts that were arising in my mind, I pushed on forward. Stubbornly, I pushed down on the gas as the car moved faster. A sudden jolt came to my eyes as another car stopped my path. Quickly I stomped back onto the breaks, never expecting to stop again so quickly. Luckily I didn’t hit the reckless car in front of me, but its familiarity shot back memories into my mind.
I sat still as he got out of the car. Raymond ran out, running from his car over to mind, his face worried and his hands tapping on my window. I didn’t understand why, but I stepped out of my car. Before I opened the door though, I looked over at my dad and he seemed to be wearing a smile on his face.

“Why are you here?” I asked him.

“Don’t leave,” was all he said.

“Raymond,” I began, but he cut me off.

“Don’t leave, please. Why did you return all the shares back to me? Why did you take such a big circle and keep me in the dark? Now you’re leaving, please don’t leave,” he pleaded.

“I didn’t intend to,” I tried to reason with him. “But what’s done is done. I don’t want you to feel like a fool around me anymore. I don’t want to lie to you anymore, and that’s why I’m leaving. I don’t want to hurt you anymore, and with you being around me I know that sooner or later I will hurt you again,” I spoke to him, my voice shaky with tears being suppressed.

Suddenly, he took my hands. His eyes were round and bright, staring back at me, pleading me to stay. It touched my heart softly, his glance. I was speechless as I was forced to listen to his gentle words. “I don’t care being a fool, as long as I’m with you. Tavia, I love you so much. I don’t care what happened between us before, but after everything I finally realized that you did all this for me. Tavia, please don’t go,” he begged me.

He held onto me way too tight. And then it came out. All the bitterness, all the tears, they all came out. I ran into his arms, smacking hard against his body as I hugged him so tightly and cried. “I’m sorry,” I uttered.

Raymond held me tight in his arms. He breathed softly and let out a gentle sigh. That moment, seemed like eternity. I was back in his arms again, and this time around, in no way will I let it go so easily, ever again.

“Hold on,” he suddenly sighed as he pushed me back with care. “I have a phone call.”

I stood there, standing so close to him as he picked up his phone.

“Ron?” he spoke.

The name shot worries into my mind. If Ron was calling, it was obviously about Nancy. I signaled Raymond to switch the call to speaker phone as I listened in, worried about the girl that kept me company for so long.

Ron was breathing hard, very hard. “Raymond, Nancy…” he got cut off, trying to catch a breath. “Nancy…she…”

“What?” I spoke out. “Raymond, we need to get to the hospital,” I spoke quickly.

“Right, get in my car,” he replied.

“Dad, I’ll explain everything when we get back. But can you please take the luggage back upstairs? Please?” I begged him.

The little smile on his face suddenly turned back into a content look. “Fine,” he sighed with no other options left. “Come home early,” he reminded me.

~*~

[Ron’s Point of View]

The room was warm, and my ears were about to go deaf while I was swinging Alex in my arms. I couldn’t hide the little smirk I had on my face as I looked back and forth between Alex, and her. Her voice was ringing, ringing so loud that I was starting to hear beeps in my head. But no matter how loud she was being, I still love her way too much to care. She was on the phone, and it makes me wonder if she was just being loud because of being quiet for so long, or the person on the other line was having trouble hearing her every word. I knew I sure wasn’t.

“Wait, so you’re not coming back until next month?” Nancy asked, surprised and lively as ever.

She then looked up at me, making a comedic disappointed face. “Kenneth apologized that he’ll be missing Alex’s party.”

“Tell him it’s fine, but he still has to give Alex something,” I smiled.

“Yeah, as a godfather you still have to give Alex something when you get back,” Nancy relayed.

I then laughed quietly when she made one of the most surprised and speechless face ever. “What’s wrong?” I asked, laughing.

“Kenneth met Bernice over in Taiwan,” she replied. She then turned her attention back to her conversation over the phone. “You what with her?!” she was so loud, it was amusing.

“What did Kenneth do to Bernice?” I asked, curious.

“Oh ok, so you guys are just having dinner dates for now. I thought you did something bad to her, I was going to get dad to beat some sense into you if you did,” Nancy replied. “Fine, I’ll talk to you later. Good bye,” she smiled.

She then turned back at me with wide eyes, grinning at our baby. Nancy then reached her slender arms around, pulling back slightly when she accidentally pulled on her wire in her arm and flinched from the pinch of pain.

“Be careful, you’re not fully recovered yet,” I teased as I brought Alex closer to her.

“I want to hold my baby, I haven’t even gotten to hold him yet since I woke up.”

“But the doctor clearly said you shouldn’t hold Alex until you finish your physical therapy.”

“It’s way too long though,” she whined. “Please? One hug.” She smiled, her smile so bright.

I caved in so easily around her. “Fine,” I sighed, smiling as I placed Alex in her arms. Nancy then held Alex up ever so gently and then hugged him, snuggling him against her. Alex didn’t cry at all. Instead, a bright smile lit up his face when he was in his mother’s arms. Nancy too smiled, looking up at me while I placed my arm around her, holding her and Alex in my arms. Right now, my entire world was complete. “Ok, that’s enough,” I teased her. “If you hold him any longer your weak arm might give out and drop my baby,” I spoke, sticking out my tongue.

“You’re so mean. If Alex grows up to be like you I’m going to be a goner,” she smiled.

~*~

[Nancy’s Point of View]

Alex was laughing at a high pitched voice in Ron’s arm. I was smiling quietly with Ron as we took turns making silly faces at our baby. It makes me wonder, if us adults are still so childish, will we be able to raise him right. But when I look back at Ron, something about him, something new about him just makes all my doubts vanish, and I know that with him at my side we’ll be able to do anything and everything.
A soft knock on the door hit our ears. I turned around as the door opened. I didn’t expect anyone to come, but my heart clenched up in excitement when I saw them walk through the door. Their faces were worried and pale white, but when their eyes fell on me, they immediately smiled. I smiled back, grinning widely, so glad to see them that I almost cried, almost.

“Nancy!” Tavia screamed, sobbing as she hugged me.

“Nancy, you’re alright,” Raymond sighed, taking a seat next to Ron, gentle with me.

“Nancy! Oh my god, you’re alright!” Tavia sobbed, hugging me tightly, perhaps too tight.

“H…help,” I gagged as she squeezed me tighter. Tavia then let go, laughing at me as tears came out from her eyes. My own were watering up too as I looked back at her, speechless, not knowing what to say. “Careful, I’m still fragile you know,” I replied, teary. She just laughed, her eyes still filled with tears, but I can tell they were not tears of sorrows, but rather the opposite.

“When did you wake up?” she asked me.

“When I called,” Ron replied. “I was outside the room while I was calling you guys, but then the doctor came out and also you hung up.”

“You had us so worried, we thought something bad happened to you,” Raymond spoke up.

“Something bad did happen to me Rayray!” I replied immediately. “The doctor won’t let me hold my own baby until I finish physical therapy. What sense is that?!”

They all were quiet, simply looking at me with wide grins on their teary faces. Ron held Alex up close to me, teasing me with our child and laughing because I’m not allowed to hold him. But I guess that after all this, everything’s ok now. I can finally take a breath.


~*~

And there is my last chapter. Hope you all enjoy it!!! ^_^

It is also posted on Winglin: http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/angel_luxe_r/

Sunday, November 21, 2010

2PM - Don't Stop Can't Stop


Tonight, I just got an album I ordered in the mail. It came out a couple months ago, of my favorite band. This is the first Asian Pop CD I've ever ordered, and I figured I'll post a few pics of it onto here, for no real reason whatsoever ^_^
The packaging of the CD is quite nice. It opens up...


This is the pic after opening it up. I really like the concept of this album.
Opening it again, there are TWO booklets this time. o.0
One is a Special Thanks book with lots of pictures. And the other is just a picture book.
Either way, there are lots of pictures in this one which I like xD


When I bought the album it also came with a poster of the CD. I didn't have a place to properly hang the poster, so the spot I picked was a really junky spot in my room xD Oh well, the poster is still good.


Overall this album is a good buy, but since it's my first Asian Pop album, no matter what it will still be a good buy. Though I do have one complaint. I don't know if it's the packaging or what but the corners of my album are a little bent up right out of the box, but other than that, everything is fine. xD So worth I think $20.

Nightingale



In the midst of thickened trees
Caught the tail of autumn breeze
Such an angel sing its song
Conjure hope and what it longs
Looking through its deep façade
Seen the world in fate’s mirage
Hide behind its wispy veil
Sang the bird the nightingale

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Keeping Quiet



I hide my face when I am crying.
I cover my mouth when I am screaming.
And let no voices leave my lips.
I’ll bleed it to, my fingertips.

I hide the pain that hurts so much.
I could collapse with just one touch.
But I won’t fall like those around.
Because I’m scared to make a sound.

Suppress my feelings inside my heart,
I’m too afraid to take a part.
I’m quiet when the pain it breaks,
I’m silent when my heart it breaks.

Understand me and one will know,
I hide my feelings, how far I go.
I keep my pain behind these layers,
While I breathe out my silent prayers.

Still Waiting for You



I know your life, was dark before.
I know that you, can’t find the door.
When tears come out, from both your eyes,
I know you’d think, you’re drowned in lies.

What is the matter, with you today?
Did she hurt you? Did she not stay?
Why fall apart, why now and here?
Keep staying strong, don’t drop your tears.

Just know that I, am always there.
I’ll comfort you, I’ll give you care.
And if you’re hurt, you feel alone,
Remember my words, though never shown.

When you’re in pain, come by my side.
I’ll give you warmth, a place to hide.
Some time ago, I wish you knew
I’ve withered here, waiting for you.

I loved you once, I love you still.
I’ve never stopped, I never will.
Though I know well, these words you dread,
But just you know, those words I said.

I’ll wait for you, been here so long.
I’ll be the one, you won’t be wrong.
You’ll feel the warmth, you never know.
And take my hands, I won’t let go.

In Her Eyes



In her eyes, he is the sun,
The lights that chase, as shadows run.

In her eyes, he is the moon,
The guy at night, he’ll come too soon.

In her eyes, he is the star,
The sign of hope, that brings her far.

In her eyes, he is the sky,
The warm embrace, that gets her by.

In her eyes, he is the song,
The lovely tune, that’s with her long.

In her eyes, he is the boy,
The one she loves, who brings her joy.

In her eyes, he is her heart,
He makes her life, a work of art.

If Life Was Perfect



If life was perfect, shouldn’t I be free?
But then where would, the troubles be?
If things went right, does none go wrong?
But then how would, it last for long?

If life was perfect, my dreams come real.
Forget the sadness, my heart will heal.
But perfect things, do not exist,
And perfect lives, are all but this.

But through the years, I’ve learned to know,
Perfections changed, it comes and goes.
Yet I believe, still some day here,
A perfect day, will raise my cheer.

Breathe



Take it in and don’t hold back.
The air that surrounds us, the air you lack.
It’s ready for consumption, been there since the start.
It’s ready to be taken and satisfy your heart.

Deep breaths of air don’t you forget,
It relieves your mind and the lies you’ve met.
A single breath is all that you need.
Breathe in and out, feel better indeed.

Just close your eyes, ignore the pain.
Imagine yourself in soothing rain.
Breathe in and out, forget you’ve been lied
To, One deep breath, forget those tears you cried.

Relieve yourself, your heart of all its burdens.
Forget the world and the pain so sudden.
Don’t hesitate, or let fear bring you down.
Breathe in and out. In a gentle breeze will you drown.

:: Favorite Quotations ::

"I believe that some day, he will walk into my life and give me all the right reasons to live, laugh, and love. " - A Dreamer



"When you start to miss me, remember, I didn't walk away, you let me go." - A girl



"Live with no excuses and love with no regrets." - Unknown



"Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about." - Unknown



"Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else." - Unknown



"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - One wise person.